Bleeding obsession

Xavier's pov

We swayed on the music as I tried to create a conversation with Anamika. She is stiff in my hold even though I am barely touching her. My hands is resting on her waist gently and she is resting her hands on my shoulder which I can't even feel.

I don't know why she is so scared of me, I know I am mafia but she isn't someone whom I will hurt. I intend to do only business with her nothing else, after seeing her work I am impressed and she is famous for her reputation.

"So what you think about the deal, is there anything else where I can make changes..."

I asked and she looked up with her deep blue eyes. I must say she is marvelously beautiful woman and I would have been wipped for her too of its not for Sarah. I hate to admit but Sarah has so much effect on me that I can't see anyone else beyond her.

"I will think about it Mr. King... But the condition is that business will be totally legal and there won't be any violence in front of me. If there are some mistakes or errors in the work then we will solve it rationally so I hope you can keep your mafia temper in check. The moment I see any kind of misbehavior from your side, I'll leave the project as it is..."

She said, looking quite confident than before.

Looks like my gestures worked, I wouldn't have been this much gentle if she isn't woman. But I like the confidence in her voice, that's what I wanted. I wonder what's the reason behind her this behavior, she is totally professional around men and not like other women's who loves to do scandals and controversies and that's what makes me excited to do business with her. It will be a great experience.

She is a classy woman and it shows from her way of carrying herself and her dressing style. I twirled her around at the music and I got the glimpse of tattoo on her back as her long hair got swayed, it looks like she has it all over her back.

Wow! Didn't expected a woman like her to have tattoos. She is indeed a mysterious woman. But it doesn't matter to me because my everything is screaming for only one person and the love which I can never get from her.

Even if she is my wife now, even if destiny has brought us together again, Even if she is behaving more sweet and different now still I can't look at her with the same loving eyes. My Anger always overpower the love for Sarah.

I want to forget everything about her, I wish someone could make my pain vanish and leave me blank like before I met her because I can't deny the fact that she still has effect on me. sometimes i moaned her name when I use to fuck Amanda, I used to see her face in her when I was drown in alcohol.

And since I have seen Sarah again I couldn't touch Amanda again, It feels like I am betraying myself. Where I am trying to run when everything is in my head, body and soul. I don't think I can look at any other woman like I used to do to Sarah and Amanda is nowhere near her.

She looks so stunning today, I must say she isn't that nerd anymore. Her curves has came out more prominent and defined and I can't describe in words how much I was obsessed over that. She has hourglass figure and it always turns me on. She looks so innocent yet so sexy.

But why I can't see the same glow on her face, where did it disappeared. Most of the time she looks tired. May be because she has responsibilities now. She wasn't a multitasking person, I don't know how she is managing everything. Is that why you left me Sarah?... For this position and status which nothing but a toxic life.

glared at Him thinking he might let her go but he fucking Smirked. That's it, I can't let her get harassed by some manwhore. "Excuse me..." I said to Anamika and strode towards them, I don't care if this creates a scene or might cause bloodbath. I can't let him do that. I grabbed her by arm and pulled away from him, he let it go too easily as per my expectations. I heard Sarah gasping and panicking but she visibly relaxed when she saw me. "She is my wife... Stay away from her..." I said firmly. He smirked. "Then you shouldn't leave your beautiful wife alone. She asked for it by the way, looks like she doesn't like you dancing with someone else. Be careful man, don't loose your treasure..." He said arrogantly and walked away. What the fuck! Why would she ask for a dance. Is she fucking crazy. I looked down at her and she was looking

she is talking to me like this and definitely has talked this much after our marriage but why there is no same look in her eyes. It's like I am a stranger to her. Was it so easy for you to forget Sarah. "You