Camp Closeted

"Wow." I exhaled. "It's beautiful."

"I know right, come." Jesse forcefully pulled me as my eyes didn't leave the breathtaking view. I didn't know a lake could look this amazing at night. "This is my special place so you better not tell anyone." Jesse's messy back hair was whisked by a sudden wave of chilling air.

"I'm gonna tell everyone." I teased, smirking as he turned back around.

"I hate you." He let out.

"No you don't." I replied, catching up to his pace.

After finally finishing our walk towards the lake and sitting down near it, I finally closed my eyes, taking a deep breath.

"You better not tell anyone about this place." My eyes met Jesse's, the sounds of water gently hitting against each other making its way towards my ears. "I mean it." His reddened lips smiled.

"Silence, I'm trying to relax." I teasingly smiled back as the sounds that's surrounded us were incredibly relaxing.

"Silence me with your mouth." Jesse's deep voice was slightly hoarse as it bluntly spoke, making my eyes widen again, this time wider, if that was even possible.

"I don't kiss strangers." I furrowed my brows down at him as I couldn't help but look down at his incredibly chiseled body, almost glistening at me.

"The best types of kisses come from strangers."

I looked at him as his face was incredibly unreadable but yet so perfect. "I beg to differ." I replied, feeling intimidation still run through me.

I felt his familiarly warm hand fall on mine as we sat still next to each other, watching the lake. "Pretty cool spot right?" He asked deeply.

unconsciously threw him a face of euphoria as I felt his gaze at me. "This is my

to speak again. "So, like, you ever been in a relationship

head. "No. Not really." I sighed, an image of Brandon quickly crossing my mind. "Although I am

subtly aggressive should be taken seriously but for some reason I

He rapidly interrupted

so aggressive all of a sudden. "How did he play you?" Jesse was audibly

took a deep breath before responding, trying to figure out the words to say. "Um w-well, It started back in freshman year. I was hanging out by myself, like I usually do." I looked down at the black shimmering water. "Then there he was, standing next to my table, looking at me. Mind you, I've never felt so noticed in my life by another person. Sounds pathetic I know but I was really surprised. I was surprised because he was one

mind at first because he convinced them that he only talked to me because I do his homework. For some reason I was so blinded by how he made me feel that I didn't care. I liked the feeling of being near someone. Near him. We did so many things

his face slightly crinkled in confusion. "You guys didn't do it,

coming out in an exhale. "God no. I think I would've honestly hated myself if we

stare at me as I stared back. His breathing became audibly quicker as I couldn't help but feel tense, our surroundings immediately becoming stuffy. "You deserve so much better." His tone sounded deeply gentle and it felt like it enveloped me in

a sudden force of motion, Jesse's

of their sockets as my hands touched against his bare hardened chest to try and stop

But I didn't.

I returned his kiss.

Because, well,

I liked it.

happened to not kissing

eyes began to water, my mind starting to feel mushy as his strong hands clenched onto my jaw to

signaling me too pass out. He tasted like vanilla and mint, his soft plush mouth dominating over mine as my head filled

warm shirtless body hovered over me as I let out

slowly fading away as I got a better look at

my face as I loudly gasped. "Fuck!" I screamed, rapidly grabbing my hoodie and rubbing it against