Her Volkovs #Book 3

Belle's POV

I decided to take a long hot bath to calm myself down. As my body drowns in the warm water, I can feel my nerves slowly relax.

Mary Arabella (forced to be a) Volkov, a hungry, depressed, unemployed and sexually deprived, pregnant housewife.

I'm trying to figure out why Alexei is trying his best to avoid physical contact with me. Did Nikolai order him not to have sex with me? But that that doesnt even make sense. Right from the beginning, Nikolai did not have a problem sharing me with Alexei. The three of us shared the bed just fine.

Alexei, albeit being the second in command in the Russian Mafia, is a Boss in his own right. He decides on his own in many instances and he even squares off with Nikolai if he thinks his Boss is doing something against his better judgement.

Maybe, the problem is me? Have I become too ugly to bear having sex with? My mere touch used to drive the libido of those two into hyper speed, but now Alexei wouldnt even touch me.

Oh god. It's me. I am the problem.

I drowned myself underwater hoping to erase the self doubt that is creeping inside me. I will try to hold my breath for as long as I can.

I gasped for air as my body coped from the utter surprise when someone pulled me up from the tub abruptly. What the hell?

It's Nikolai, "What is wrong with you Belle! What are you trying to do!?"

I'm now coughing so hard since water was able to get in my mouth and nose. Nikolai instantly carried me in his arms out of the bathroom. Alexei followed, holding in his hand a white towel.

My husband placed me on top of the bed and wiped the towel on my face.

"I was just taking a bath Nikolai. Can't I just take a bath in peace?" I am covering my breasts with my arms, thank goodness I still have my panties on. Nikolai and Alexei's full attention are on me. Alexei is holding his waist with his hands while Nikolai sat beside me in bed.

My husband continued wiping my body with the towel. He looked so worried because he thinks that I was trying to kill myself or something. And why the hell would I do that is beyond me. Life is kind of cruel to me the past few weeks but that is not enough reason for me to end my life, especially now that I'm having a baby. This one right here is a celebration of life itself.

"I'm fine Nikolai." I feel like my whole body flushed because the two are looking at me so intently. Geez.

I quickly pulled the covers and hid my whole body under it. I then removed my panties and hurled it next to the bed because I feel like a baby with wet diaper.

"You can both leave now. And no, I'm not going to kill myself just yet."

Nikolai pulled something from the drawer beside the bed and gave me a cellphone.

"Call me if you need me. Or you can just scream my name. Ill be here in no time. Okay?" Said Nikolai while handing me the phone.

I did not fight him off and accepted the phone instead. "Okay." I answered.

my forehead but I slightly looked away and pretended to adjust the sheets. I

pull the the covers, inserted himself under it and snuggled me with full hard erection rubbing behind my back. Oh god, well hello there Volkov erection, how have you

through my spine the moment our skin touched,

princess..." Alexei mumbled softly as he lands small and slow kisses on my nape and at the back of

I could feel my vagina react in an unladylike manner. Shameless flow of lady

don't have to force yourself to have

his kisses and made me face him by pushing my body to lie on my back. He then spreads my legs and placed some of

It's like his hazel eyes

know I'm already fat and ugly

my lips before I could even

not to touch you every chance I get. I just don't want

into a mushy marshmallow. I became speechless as his words linger

hurting yourself for something that is not

really? You and your brother have

that we can burry our fingers down and grab any part we want. An ass that makes waves when groped and shaked. Boobs we

body, he touches it and does as he says, it's kind of weird and funny but so friggin hot at the

on but it will still all go down to this

pregnancy progresses. I'm not really sure if you can still

"The curvier the better."

won't be curves. It will be fat. Flabs here

chaser." A different voice inserted himself. The voice of

so he was here all along! Listening and watching us. He's sitting on the couch

he is." Alexei is smiling as he gazes his view towards Nikolai's

wasnt fat. And I will bet my left boob you two did

not. We simply did not date. Dating

just a wave of a hand. And they arent really normal men, they are Mafia Bosses, they don't do normal dating stuffs. Heck

he chased fat girls in school and forced them to hold

hold back a giggle. Why am I not surprised about the "forcing" part of Alexei's confession about his brother?

they were kids. Ahhh, I can just imagine Nikolai's face and

laughter. My face heat

eyebrows are furrowed like he did not appreciate

silent for a few seconds then bursted into another fit of laughter. Nikolai left the room and

the tears of laughter that had formed in

the back of his hand

on my side forcing Alexei to remove himself from on top of me. He then spooned me, his arm wrapped around just below

ready