HIS TURMOILS AND PAST
"yeah boy, you know dad won't be around today, right.
So it's just going to be both of us at home, you and I, alone.
You know how much I have been looking after you, right.
Dad would be travelling abroad for a trip, and it's going to be just you and I.
I have to keep reminding you, because I know sometimes you are a big whole of douche bag.
I don't want to be so hard on you, so pretend I didn't say all this to you and wait for Dad to go away okay?", She said.
"Yes ma" I replied her.
"No boy, don't call me ma, rather do call me mummy.
I know I am your stepmum, but that doesn't make any difference from your original mum.
She must have carried you for nine months and nursed you till you were off age.
It doesn't mean I can not nurse and breastfeed you, like your mum did.
I love you so much, and I would love to show you what it means to be loved, by your not biological mother.
You don't have to wait so much, but I want you to be eager for it.
Hey, have some candy and relief your stress alright?.
Listen boy, I love you so much and I will do anything...like anything at all....to make sure I have you all to myself.
You love how that sounds right?"
I nodded my head to her questions and let the candy stick off with a plop.
you know how that sounds?, That's how you will suckle me breasts, when your daddy travels for his usual
to wait too long, you just have to be so
this, if he should hear even a bit of it, you won't like how I am going to deal
all your life, you would only feel the
are too little for that, and I don't want you to feel the pains I am going
love I am going to show you when your Dad leaves, I am not sure anyone
"Khalid",... "Alright, hurry up, your dad is calling you, remember, do not let our little secret out, if you really love yourself, alright??",
I nodded my head.
no, I don't want you nodding your head to my question, I want you to answer me
your dad, and when you are done, you come back so we could finish up with
and was about going out of
Don't you know that before you leave you are meant to
a hug, or do I smell irritating to you?, Or you just want to
Dad, right?, You feel I don't have
think", I said, I almost wanted to cry, but
is worth my tears, unless I find the
the clock, I loved my mum and still love her, but there was nothing I could do
your Dad", she said after
meet my dad,
more pale daily, I try to ask him what was wrong with him, but he always shuns me off, and tells me not to ever ask him
so...., I don't just
called me", I
down on the bed, while waiting for whatever he wants
are you?", He
looked up at him, "why was he asking such questions", I
really not know how old I
I will be fourteen", I
just two yesterday, and
maybe, you are
Allah is really wonderful", he said, as he kept