SAGE

Chapter 11

Sage Miller

I'm not a good guy. I can own up to that. I won't pretend that I'm good when I'm not but there's one person I never wanna show my bad side to, because she doesn't deserve to be associated with anything bad.

Because I want to be a hero to her, always. I have to be her hero. I need to be the hero, for everyone. I need people to believe in me.

My thoughts were interrupted when I finally saw Alora stranding towards me with confidence after waiting for so long for her.

And I was pissed. I have never waited this long for her.

"Where the fuck have you been?" I wasted no time and went off on her as soon as she was standing in front of me. "Do you know how long I've been waiting for you?"

"I have a life Sage." She replied rolling her eyes off.

"I swear to God Alora. Please help me." I tried showing her how angry I was but I couldn't without smashing into something. I'm not patient.

So instead of talking, I yank her to me roughly and smashed my lips with hers with force. She was barely keeping up with me but she tried to.

I poured my anger to the kiss and gripped a fist full of her blue hair and pulled her head back exposing her neck to me.

I snaked my other arm around her waist and pulled her to me. I attacked her neck and suck making sure to leave a mark.

"I want you so bad. I've been wanting you for so long." The words escaped my lips before I could catch them.

I felt her freeze the same time I did.

"Sage." She called me warningly. "You... eh.... are.."

She failed to say anything. I just held her shocked that I just said that out loud. I heard exactly what I said and how it sounded. I pulled back a little not letting her go completely.

"We said no feelings." She breathed out and I did the same.

"And there ain't any." I said lying through my teeth. I don't know what I feel for her but I do know I'm feeling something. Strong. The feeling went along the lines of possessive.

"And what was that. The thing you just said." He said it like the words disgust her.

"I want you." I shrugged. I down played the magnitude of the words. "I want to fuck you. What's wrong with that? I haven't fucked you in so long."

She narrowed her eyes at me looking for something in my eyes.

"Ok." She said but her body was still tense.

I wasted no time and pulled her back to me. She could never deny me. I attacked her neck again. I began to suck and she moaned and I sucked harder.

Suddenly as if remembering something she pushed my head.

"I don't want any hickey." She told me and I frowned at her.

I unwrapped myself from her and stared at her. She use to love when I marked her.

"What?" I asked confused.

"I don't__." She started bit I cut her off.

"I heard that but what? Since when?"

She averted her gaze and I knew she was hiding something from me.

My jaw worked itself.

"I just dont want them anymore." She tried to explain.

"Yeah I got that but why? I want a valid reason."

She started to stummer and like I said before. I'm not good guy. I have my flaws, too many flaws.

I cut her hesitation but attacking her neck and making sure to leave more marks.

She tried to struggle but I sucked harder.

"Get off me Sage." She managed to push me off and I stumbled back taken aback.

"What's wrong with you?" I boomed.

"What is wrong with you?" She threw back.

"You got a boyfriend. Is that it? You afraid he'll find out what a cheat and whore you really are, huh? Is that why you took so long. Where you with him before you came here? Is that why you took so long? You kissed him before you came here? Is that fucking it? You fucking whore. What is it? You have a boyfriend now? Then what are you doing here? You wanted a break for your boy toy. I'm your plaything right."

I didn't give her an opportunity to say anything. I blew off taking all the conclusion that came to mind.

I watched her face go from disbelief to shell shock then horror and I didn't feel an ounce of guilt.

I don't even know where that came from but going off on her felt disgustingly good.

"Cat got your tongue?" I smirked then pulled her to me.

I honestly didn't care if she was struggling. I smacked my lips on hers but didn't move them just to leave her with an aftertaste.

I hummed on her lips then let her push me of her and I laughed. I turned around still smiling, her face full of horror and shock.

I didn't let my mind wander off back to what just happened. I blocked her out of my mind.

Just like I said before, I only pretend that I'm all good and mighty for one and one girl only. And that's not her.

I'm not a good guy and I probably never will. I'm just bad.

I'm just like Clara. No matter how much I try not to be but I'm her son after all. How much could I defer from her.

The days went by and all they proved is that my life is crap. The bad days seemed to be piling up, one bad day after another.

I would say I don't know how days have passed since I saw Alora but I would be lying. I know exactly how long it's been. It's been 9 days and 3 hours. I know all of that. I'm pathetic right.

I'm more pathetic because I even know the minutes. My days since then have been hell.

The tension between Sebastian and I is insufferable. I tried talking to him but he's shit hell stubborn and hot headed.

One time it came to blows and since then I tried staying out of his way.

It's hard to because we're in the same gang and we kinda have to talk sometimes when Styles tells me to tell him something.

I think Styles does it on purpose just because he can. He likes to stir trouble and create the awkward interactions. He's an asshole like that.

He wants to see if I'll snap and do something but I won't. I won't give Styles what he wants.

And this messed up my summer plans. Sebastian, Connor and I were planning to drink our asses off but that's not happening anymore.

I do have my nights with Connor sometimes but other times he just disappears without a word.

He still doesn't wanna talk to his mom but I did call her and tell her that Connor is fine.

Lately when I'm at the hideout I spent my time at Styles office or ride along when he's doing arrands.

He was true to his words when he said if I stick with him I'll get to see how big the cartel is. And fucking damn, it is huge and u haven't even seen half of it

I don't hang with them when I'm at the hideout anymore.

hang with the Godfather now, they sort of hate me. Rumours spread of how I'm his favourite and how I

them most of

him and my jaw dropped and I

what he

idea how we got to

when I got my coughing

watched as Styles laughed hard throwing

cartel deals with guns too. That's

there's a load of

you weren't even listening." He pointed out shaking his head

to me about the arms dealing

swear I did hear most of what you said." I said trying to redeem myself.

He said sarcastically

she?" He suddenly asked and the question

I tried playing innocent and

know that look. Who's messing up with your head Miller?" He asked me and

she is." He teased me and

when I shouldn't have and I'm pretty sure she hates my gut." I have no idea why I told him that but i didn't stop there. I continued

he hates Alora. He'll be more thrilled to know she

me off, he's either heading out or he

D-bag right now and he hates Alora

Eve because she hates my relationship with Alora and I don't wanna mess their relationship with my issues because even if I'm wrong she'll choose

even my girlfriend just someone

"You're just fucking her it's not like you're in

went

yourself another

does. They__" I stopped when I realised what

Eve. There's no space for someone else in my heart. She takes every corner, every

standing it looks like you two are getting attached.

the looks of it. She wanted to call it

but it's not. You're saving yourself. Soon or later she would've wanted more than you're willing to give. She would've wanted a relationship and rings and all that

looked away. My mind automatically concluded

you were ready. I

whispered so low that I barely heard it. I almost thought it

done loading into the trucks. And I saw that Styles also

He declared standing up

around and said something that made

at least the traitor at least. If you're interested

Completely in control of the situation. It still amaze me how all these men

19 leading men that are 30 years or

It seems like lately I'm always exhausted. Styles's job is exhausting and I'm not even the one doing it. I just

surprised to see Connor home. I actually jumped, startled when I

breathed out. "You're

He rolled his eyes.

would I be?"

don't know. You're always gone." I mumbled indicating I'm done

sit down next to him. He spared me a glance and

He pointed out in a monotone voice and I wanted to be sarcastic but I was tired and sarcasm is

I'm

cold now. Can warm it for you." He started

do it myself." I told

that. I can actually hear Eve saying 'You're better than that'. She said that everytime I

found the pizza box on the counter. I was actually lazy to take out a plate so I just grabbed one and

last bottle of water that I saw this morning. Assuming that Connor didn't use

it. I opened it and drank, eating my pizza and after the second piece my brain finally

narrowed my eyes thinking. I went back to the fridge and opened it. I was shocked to see it stocked.

it was almost empty except for some spoilt food I had there. Eve hasn't come around to help me

again. I'm not crazy. The

room and saw Connor in the same position

didn't ask him. It

buying. Kate did that." He said and

then drank

came around this afternoon and waited for you." He explained."Oh, Sage. Before

and I frowned

the cable or water bill or

I was actually insulted by his gesture. I never

he bought because he'll probably eat everything by himself but wanting to pay my

okay paying it. You're my guest." I tried to sound neutral as I made it up

"And you won't find me when you come down. I'm going

mentally hoping I didn't sound controlling because you never know how people interpret it. "I'm asking because I might wanna

pounding

her I'll come to dinner tonight." He said and

he

Go. Don't make her wait." I urged him

good luck." I said

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This is a

Connor Simpson POV

I hate it. But I didn't always hate it though. My life was perfect, well as perfect as it

but I was fine with it, even with a blackmailing asshole,

I called parked in front of me

asshole of a boss gave me a night off when I aksed. I hardly get those this

all wondering. Why is he blackmailing you? What's he blackmailing you with? What is he making you

I'll answer

name is Dickhead. Alright, alright. His name is Maze. A real asshole if you ask me. I fucking hate him. I may not tell him

why is he blackmailing me? A funny story really, last November. That's when

to park his car and I was watching him. A very expensive car at a ghetto township and he didn't lock it and I

going to steal steal it. I was just going to drift and

to know he can control

do it. I drifted and when I was

camera and it captured

get me

been

my thoughts the cab had already stopped in front of my

left him a huge fat tip. I'm finally

for seven months, he was finally paying

lost races at first increasing my debt to him because he had to pay the bet money since I couldn't

Now I'm very good.

exhaled and walked up to

knocked once and she opened

shaking and small sniffs. I

in over three weeks. Sure I talked to

wouldn't come." She

myself off

said I'll come." I told

happy you did." She beamed stepping aside

my own

around for any changes. It's was the

like my house

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