The Lycan King

Chapter 15. Star Gazing


I saw my real Master looking at me worriedly. I took a deep breath. My saviour had saved me. He was gone. I am safe.

Maste- Nikolai wiped my ears and smiled a wobbly, trembling smile at me. That made me cry more.

"Come with me." Nikolai said, pulling me by my hand and making me stand up. He pulled me in the washroom and told me to wash my face. Then he took some blankets with him and started walking, holding my hand. I didn't ask questions, I followed him. I trusted him.

We were walking towards the end of the beach where the big rocks were and I frowned. It was cold here and I had worn hardly any clothing. He placed a huge bedsheet on the sand and sat on, tapping the space next to him, motioning for me to sit. He wrapped the blanket around us once I settled next to him.

"Whenever I feel sad, when I miss my mom, I come here. The depth of the ocean and seeing how big it is reminds me of how small I am, how small my problems are compared to other people, compared to you." He whispered while he was looking at the ocean. I sucked a harsh breath at that. He was sharing something about himself, something he rarely did.

"What I'm trying to say is that, this is a big world and everyone has problems, everyone has their own demons, some bigger and some smaller. I'm not saying I understand your pain, I can't even imagine in my wildest dreams how you endured that and are still so beautiful, inside and out, still so pure and innocent. But your heart is troubled, like so many people out there. I can't help everyone but please, let me help you. Tell me how do I help you? I am helpless and desperate, please Avalyn, help me help you." He whispered as he turned towards me.

"Being with you helps, being close to you helps." I whispered.

"But it's not enough, you still get nightmares." He told me, wiping the tears that leaked.

"I haven't had them in a while. Today was a trigger I guess." I told him the truth.

what happened

it, Nikolai. There was a time when I didn't get food for days and here I am, wasting it. I spoilt the hard work behind it, I used to get punished if I dropped anything while cooking or eating too. Sofiya had told me it was your favourite cake and I was

you and I'm very proud of you, Moya Lyubov. I'm so in awe of your strength, that even after everything, you are still so amazing, you

looked beautiful and its reflection made the water sparkle. It was truly a sight to

can make me the cake later Ava, I won't mind if it gets spoiled, you can make me whatever you want and whenever you want and I will always love it. You are worth more than you believe yourself to be. Next time, I don't want

think I'm the right

Ava and I'm never ever letting you go. You don't have to rule alone, I'll always be with you, by your side, you will become the Luna and I will be helping you through

by your side, as your

everything. It will get better with time." He told and cupped

a sweet and gentle kiss but too short

you feeling better now?" He whispered. I nodded. "Thank

him and lied us down. My

the sky, Ava." He

away from him and towards the sky, gasping at

free now, you can fly in the sky like the angel you are."

if I don't want to fly? What if I want to stay by my saviour's side? Be bound to him and be allowed by him to worship him, because while this angel doesn't believe in heaven, she believes in her saviour." I really hoped he became my Master again, let me serve him, let me worship him and let me make him

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