Together Forever

Warning: The following chapter contains a lot of swearing, mild violence, and self harm. So my pretty angels, if you are not comfortable with these things, you shouldn't waste your precious time here.

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Ethan's POV

Since when I started to change?

Since when did I begin to behave like this?

Definitely, she is beautiful, utterly beautiful. But she isn't the only one. I have seen a lot of beautiful girls in my life. I always thought they are a bundle of attraction. If I was attracted to any girl, just one night and the chapter closed. That's how my life has been going so far and I was totally fine with it. Badboy hasn't been my title for nothing.

Then in her case, why isn't all the same?

Just why?

What magic those blue-greenish eyes hold that made me rooted to the spot the first time I stared into them? The way she was looking at me, the way her eyes were blinking, Why did I forget how to breathe?

Being near her makes me forget everything, I don't have any control when she is around me. Just a few days' acquaintance but seems like forever... Why?

A question with no answer

But one thing is for sure; it's not an attraction. It can't be. Attraction doesn't make someone feel like this. I don't know what this is. How could I say if I have never had this kind of feeling ever?

The first time I saw her, I knew she was different but I couldn't understand she was this different until now when seeing her with that guy, making me feel like to crash down everything.

If it was just a fucking attraction, I wouldn't want to rip that hand off of him which is touching her.

She lied to me.

She fucking lied to me.

She told me she was sick and I believed that. I came to see her. I was worrying for her what I don't do for anyone. And here she is talking to her boyfriend?

That day she lied to me but now can she deny that he is not her boyfriend?

But...

Why do I care?

Did I ever care which girl has a boyfriend and which one doesn't? Did I ever give a fuck about this stupid stuff? No.

God! Every freaking thing is different when it comes to her.

But whatever the thing is behind all of this, the one thing I know at this moment is that...

It hurts

seeing

unknown reasons, it just doesn't

there anything I can do

No

not

I. am. not.

anger and ball my fist to gain some control as I watch them both staring at me. That guy has a confused look on his face and he slowly removes his

She slowly turns around and when our eyes meet, I see her face has turned pale. Her eyes are staring at me in horror and a scared look all over

a hell of a fact. No matter how much of an awkward situation you are

herself from the shock and forces a smile turning to Nick.

meet Mr. Jones, my business partner." She says with a nervous smile and Nick nods confusedly, coming

a genuine smile and holds out

handshake, I want to punch you

he... he is

Gray," I reply curtly and glare at

uncontrollable need to murder this stupid in front of me, I reach my

"Hello, Mr..."

to meet you

nice to meet

Mr. Stone. Glad to meet you finally." I say mockingly as

Do you know

her, she gulps. I nod, "Oh yeah, Miss Gray told me

"Oh, I see."

Evelyn as her face turns paler

you still here? You said you were

"I... Actually...uh..."

are sick?" Nick asks as he reaches her, concerns in

much. Just a

should have told me when I asked you. Now let's go home." He says

Evelyn too watches that and then

feeling like I am losing

my chest. Never

things started to

that day, she

to change, unaware of

her, I act so strange. I can't even recognize myself then. Yes, I flirt with her, I flirt with other girls too. But

She is so sacred, like

she talks, how she smiles, and everything. I don't even know how